A late night's debriefing

I hate to say this. Due to the years i spent being awake at night has caused me to be a person who have late night thoughts. My late night thoughts for tomorrow. Don't say im not living in the moment and nowness. Just that i cant help it but to think of all the exciting challenges that i will be facing tomorrow. Could it be more difficult than swimming 20 laps in the pool? I doubt so. I begin to think that my sheer determination to finish things off will help me to make it in the days of tomorrow and farthur days ahead of me as well. I hate to question the doubts that i have placed on myself but if i could i would just slay the dragon and off with my doubts - vanish like thin air into nothingness. I miss those nights i spent at ecp with you viewing stars and listening to songs like moon river where two drifters are off to see the world. Just like the lyrics said we would. How i miss those days. So carefree and not a single thought of worry at all and not a single care in this world. How i wish to go back to where i was before but no. Im embarking onto a new journey tomorrow and ill never turn back my head again. Its the end of the line for me. This is end of the journey of exploring for me where i would be exploring more into the art of coffee and learn more about its trade secrets. I hope no matter where we both are in this big big world we would always keep in mind to always stay contended and happy always. To love days and many more ahead. I hope one day ill find a love like this for myself again. Where i would have the urge to travel the world with someone i love. The end of something great begets the start of something greater. I truly hope everyone in this world to find true love and never give up on their dreams. To never stop dreaming about life and many more years ahead of me once more. To my love x. And to my secret admirers. Love always. Good night and have a great day tomorrow.