Aurora lightens up the skies as i watch them from my home

My favourite activity with my father is watching 大戏 and eating white bee hoon with crabs and mao shan wang durians after that. 

Temporary relief from smoking cigarettes. Vicks Inhaler!!! 😋

No Nathson, doing anything now won't bring back the past, forget about it. 

When I hit my mark. Then I'll ignore the consequences of my actions. I'm a man who pull the strings rather than the man in action. That's why so many people wish to prove themselves to me. 

If you don't care about me, take on my back side. 

Actually theres nothing special about me. I'm just a normal boy who needs love and care and special attention being paid to me like a lover would take care of one another. But if you go around making friends with everybody I may not really want to know you. 

If you make a mistake the first time, it may not be by experience that you have that is not enough. But if you keep making the same mistakes over and over again, could it be by choice? Think carefully again. 

I admit I used to own an empire of people who supported me in whatever I did. That's why I went the wrong way in life and ruined many people's lives. That's why I died for love and no one knew about it. I wanted to give everything I would to everyone I knew but I couldn't. I can only have one girlfriend but I used to have so many girls. I'm so sorry for my past actions and I want to repent. I'm so sorry for the mistakes I made and I only want one serious girlfriend right now. 

Follow your intuition Nathson!!! Don't follow the actions of others. You're gonna need all the strength you've got!!!

It's been a long time since I last saw her. I wanted to save her out of her clutches of her past and the man who tried to entrenched her to the bondages of the past, I would die for love. But who would die for me? ☠️❤️

Happy Birthday To Me And Jie

Today I saw a petite and sweet looking girl. She was looking at me so many times liked the way you looked at me years ago. She then followed me to my bus route and was looking at the mirror reflection right in front of me. Her boyfriend needed to reassure her he still loved her in front of me as I saw him messaging her. She had no intention of talking and I could see she wanted to know me. She didn't want to send a smiley face to her boyfriend so she just chucked him aside in the message.  Quite happy these days as I worked my colleagues keep saying I'm very handsome. Lol. 

This boy is just an intermediary monk. My father has ordained three other monk who should have already achieved the status of a high priesthood since 20 years ago. They should be the high priest of a temple now owning their own temples now. My Father also has military protection in Thailand. 我的父亲帮忙这个小男孩当和尚。 已经有多3位和尚被他帮助过。二十多年前。 他们现在应该是他们的庙的主持。 我的父亲在泰国也有军队的保护。